my heart not belong to me

dont know why
very miss you today
my feeling
very mixed today
want forget you
but will miss you secretly
i aldy promise mama will forget you
as u a normal friend only
but i cant do it
i cant control myself
stop to miss yoou
never try like this before
the first reject by people
vinqx never failure before
this is the first time
my heart really hurt
but i must be stong infront my family and fren
must recover as fast as i can
dun worry
i wil be my self back
+u
i will smile again infront of you all
vinqx will be ok