:((((

This few day

i feel stress and sad

i'm too emotional

i'm too sensitive

keep crying for nothing and can't help me

it just make me tired

i need someone

who can really understand me

hmm..i think of my family and my lao gong

family is the best medicine for me

when i talk to my goddess

i feel very comfort and relax

she is really important to me

i love her

i get my t-shirt today

i dont like it !

not because of the design

its the size

i had order S size

and they give me a L size

and of cuz i cried

hmmmm

because i don't like something that really doesn't suite with me

yea

im like that

don't like even hate

people force me to do something

please ! remember !

bye bye, going talk phone with her :))

an appetizer present for birthday

i like it so much since i want to have it for so long time aldy.
But the sad case is
it is in BABY size !!!!
baby size !!! how can i wear this ?

:(((

BIRTHDAY

Happy Birthday Dear Lois
Happy 19sss
All the best to you

I'm waiting for my birthday
TT
i want many things for my present
Can i wish now and get it after i wake up on that day???

I want a new puma bag

I want a big big cake

I want a DSLR camera

I want eat at Jogoya

I want Dior perfume

I want a holiday trip

I want a big ang pao

I want a good result for my final

I want a new sport shoe

I want a Vincci purse

I want a new high wheel shoe

I want watch Titanic 3D
I want a new phone

Wah !!! so many!!
wish it will come true :))

She'ssss gone

I received the message that you are leaving
I tot it is a joke
I tot i was dreaming

BUT actually not
Its real
Its real
I cant believe it

Sorry, i cant attend your service on first day

Sorry, i cant do anything to wake you up

And the second day

I rush to KL and asked Harry to fetch me

I wanted to see you

Although we are not close

But we know each other for 1 year

You always praise me leng lui when we meet in washroom

You helped me to make up when i have practical

i promise to myself

Not to cry
But i cant make it

When i saw you

You was lying inside there peacefully

I think you are in a better and nice place now

You are not far from us

You are in our heart

Went to your last service this morning

Its really sad

I cant let you go

I miss you

When you gonna to praise me again?

My heart was pain when you were going inside
I saw the fire

it burn my heart

But i am okay now

I will be strong

You are looking at us
I cant let you see my ugly crying face

:)

Belle, Rest In Peace

I will always miss you

Puan Chong Mei Ling

i saw you news in facebook

I was cried after i saw the picture

You leaving me too

Why? I tot you are recover

But why ?
I remember last time

You are the discipline's teacher in our school

SMJK CHAN WA ( CAWANGAN )
I am a bad student

Keep my hair so long

And you will catch me and help me to cut

But you never cut till so straight

You sayang us

You know hair is important for girls

Untill form 4

you teach me economy

You are a good teacher

I pass your subject

Half year later

You told us you get cancer

And stop teaching

I have never see you again

Never and Never again

You are leaving us

Going to a better place

At least you are not suffering again

Pn.Chong

Rest In Peace

Always in my heart

:)


2 person in my life was gone

At the same time

what can i do?

Everyone tot i am emo

Sorry, i cant accept the fact now

2 person

at the same time

Its really pain

I cant do anything to stop it or turn it back

My heart is so pain now

Really pain

why? why?

Few days aldy

i cant sleep well and finally get sick

I scare i cant be so strong to handle these thing

Who can help me to get out from suffering ?
T.T
enough for all
PLS

Pls
Don't ask me what happen

Lets talk about BigBang

They are ''alive''
They come back with their new album

''ALIVE''

i like their style
i love dae sung !! i love G-dragon !!

Wish to have their album and poster

But so sad i have to save money for another target
T.T

SaSa is having promotion now till 1st April

Its a big deal !!!! Go and grab some item before you regret.

Neogence Toner

Masks for my self

Cyber Colour Super Balancing Lotion

Neogence cleaning mousse

And i bought some product for my girlfriend
ya....my mum actually

CHANGE

I am a sensitive person
if u dont smile at me
i will think you dont like me
its ME

Today Miss Elizabeth asked what type of person we are
I said: stupid type (get scolded)
Ya--I'm
I trust people easily
I am too soft in pass
I promise my self
i wont be so stupid and trust people easily
NEVER
There is no''friend'' in this world
I tot i found a new gang of friend
But i know
We are not in a same line

:((((

What ''friend'' stand for ?
I cant find the answer
Because I don't have a real friend
I don't know why i can't maintain a friendship

What i did wrong
It feel like i cant go in you all 's world
Maybe i'm not same level with you all

I'm not advance in studies

When people are sad, i will ask them to smile
say to them--Smile is a best medicine in this world

But today,

I really cant smile

I don't know why

I feel it is better for me to be alone

It feel bad when you smile while your heart is bleeding

T.T