sem break

Its sem break again
start my sem 5 next month
Sem break ? it doesn't mean anything to me
stay at home
face to my lappy
i wish to play around
visit many place
just a wish

good news  &  bad news 
i owe one company under my name BUT is my dad's business
whatever it is
as long i get what i want


thinking where should i go for my internship
i wish to go taiwan or korea
sepang ? as my mum wish me to go there ?
here it is http://www.goldenpalmtree.com/v2/
very nice resort
but i want to go far far away


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZJnZD1UbA8
can't stop watching this video


good night everyone :)

why ?

Why i can't smile ?

Why i can't laugh ?

Why i can't be happy ?

Since when i become like that ?

Wondering..

Is that process to grow up?

Everyone have to be like that before they grow up ?

my mind is like shit when everything come in the same time

internship place....final exam..result...

lucky birthday

thank you for you all
so sayang me !!!
i love you all !!
thanks to my family , you all did a lot to me ..
thanks to my gang..
thanks to wilson for thw swarovski ..

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel, and then regret it.

how if i tell you, i have the feeling when i know the truth?

birthday 1

thank you my dear gang
i love you all

thx you so much

lois lois

jessica

siwon

darren

chuen chuen

jessic lou gong

tiong lou po

vivien

mockee !!!

muack!!!

Coldness, sometimes is not heartless, but a type of tool to prevent being hurt by others.

im like that

wish to ---------

can i have a real wish for my present ?

i just want a wish

that i will be happy

after chatting long time with lao gong

i get to know from her

that im not happy as last time

im getting sad everyday

but i have to wear a mask to cover myself

think back,

since a long time i didn't smile and laugh with my heart

so, i wish to get '' happy'' for this year
:DD

:((((

This few day

i feel stress and sad

i'm too emotional

i'm too sensitive

keep crying for nothing and can't help me

it just make me tired

i need someone

who can really understand me

hmm..i think of my family and my lao gong

family is the best medicine for me

when i talk to my goddess

i feel very comfort and relax

she is really important to me

i love her

i get my t-shirt today

i dont like it !

not because of the design

its the size

i had order S size

and they give me a L size

and of cuz i cried

hmmmm

because i don't like something that really doesn't suite with me

yea

im like that

don't like even hate

people force me to do something

please ! remember !

bye bye, going talk phone with her :))

an appetizer present for birthday

i like it so much since i want to have it for so long time aldy.
But the sad case is
it is in BABY size !!!!
baby size !!! how can i wear this ?

:(((

BIRTHDAY

Happy Birthday Dear Lois
Happy 19sss
All the best to you

I'm waiting for my birthday
TT
i want many things for my present
Can i wish now and get it after i wake up on that day???

I want a new puma bag

I want a big big cake

I want a DSLR camera

I want eat at Jogoya

I want Dior perfume

I want a holiday trip

I want a big ang pao

I want a good result for my final

I want a new sport shoe

I want a Vincci purse

I want a new high wheel shoe

I want watch Titanic 3D
I want a new phone

Wah !!! so many!!
wish it will come true :))

She'ssss gone

I received the message that you are leaving
I tot it is a joke
I tot i was dreaming

BUT actually not
Its real
Its real
I cant believe it

Sorry, i cant attend your service on first day

Sorry, i cant do anything to wake you up

And the second day

I rush to KL and asked Harry to fetch me

I wanted to see you

Although we are not close

But we know each other for 1 year

You always praise me leng lui when we meet in washroom

You helped me to make up when i have practical

i promise to myself

Not to cry
But i cant make it

When i saw you

You was lying inside there peacefully

I think you are in a better and nice place now

You are not far from us

You are in our heart

Went to your last service this morning

Its really sad

I cant let you go

I miss you

When you gonna to praise me again?

My heart was pain when you were going inside
I saw the fire

it burn my heart

But i am okay now

I will be strong

You are looking at us
I cant let you see my ugly crying face

:)

Belle, Rest In Peace

I will always miss you

Puan Chong Mei Ling

i saw you news in facebook

I was cried after i saw the picture

You leaving me too

Why? I tot you are recover

But why ?
I remember last time

You are the discipline's teacher in our school

SMJK CHAN WA ( CAWANGAN )
I am a bad student

Keep my hair so long

And you will catch me and help me to cut

But you never cut till so straight

You sayang us

You know hair is important for girls

Untill form 4

you teach me economy

You are a good teacher

I pass your subject

Half year later

You told us you get cancer

And stop teaching

I have never see you again

Never and Never again

You are leaving us

Going to a better place

At least you are not suffering again

Pn.Chong

Rest In Peace

Always in my heart

:)


2 person in my life was gone

At the same time

what can i do?

Everyone tot i am emo

Sorry, i cant accept the fact now

2 person

at the same time

Its really pain

I cant do anything to stop it or turn it back

My heart is so pain now

Really pain

why? why?

Few days aldy

i cant sleep well and finally get sick

I scare i cant be so strong to handle these thing

Who can help me to get out from suffering ?
T.T
enough for all
PLS

Pls
Don't ask me what happen

Lets talk about BigBang

They are ''alive''
They come back with their new album

''ALIVE''

i like their style
i love dae sung !! i love G-dragon !!

Wish to have their album and poster

But so sad i have to save money for another target
T.T

SaSa is having promotion now till 1st April

Its a big deal !!!! Go and grab some item before you regret.

Neogence Toner

Masks for my self

Cyber Colour Super Balancing Lotion

Neogence cleaning mousse

And i bought some product for my girlfriend
ya....my mum actually

CHANGE

I am a sensitive person
if u dont smile at me
i will think you dont like me
its ME

Today Miss Elizabeth asked what type of person we are
I said: stupid type (get scolded)
Ya--I'm
I trust people easily
I am too soft in pass
I promise my self
i wont be so stupid and trust people easily
NEVER
There is no''friend'' in this world
I tot i found a new gang of friend
But i know
We are not in a same line

:((((

What ''friend'' stand for ?
I cant find the answer
Because I don't have a real friend
I don't know why i can't maintain a friendship

What i did wrong
It feel like i cant go in you all 's world
Maybe i'm not same level with you all

I'm not advance in studies

When people are sad, i will ask them to smile
say to them--Smile is a best medicine in this world

But today,

I really cant smile

I don't know why

I feel it is better for me to be alone

It feel bad when you smile while your heart is bleeding

T.T

:(((

There is some questions in my mind now
i cant find the answer
think and think

i still cant find it out

wondering that why have to break out after together?
why want to be together and after that break out ?

i feel so sad when see other couple break out
why they do that ?
wasn't that they love each other ?


ok..just ignore it
lets talk about other things
i get my german class
i learned few words in my first class
and i learn few indian words from mr.lim
besides that,
i also knew a korean friend
and we decided to study together
i'll teach her english and she will teach me korean

i really appreciate this chance to learn new things
( between, i really busy because of these )

assignment due date is coming
but i done nothing
and got so many test are waiting for me
what the hell
am i useless ?
oh no...dont be...

i am really tired today and got a replacement class tomorrow !! its saturday !!!
shittt

sorry :(((

17/02/2012
10.06pm

New Year 2012

New year,

New life,

New story...

hello, everyone

I'm back !!!

hmm...seriously..i totally forget to update my blog

untill mr.lim ee chuen ask me to do so

okays..mr.lim

are you happy now ?im updating my blog :p

2012, lets talk about chinese new year celebrating :D

i love this !!!

because i can get many ang pao

because i can wear my new shirts ...shoes....

because i can meet my relatives

because i get HOLIDAY !!

i was enjoy my new year holiday
yeah

after come back to school

my sem 4 start :(

i don' like the time table

i really don't like !! :((((

it make me cant rest !! cant breath !!!

but sure i will tahan till the end :)

about my friends~~

Lao po (chia ee)

she miss me a lot

sometimes i forget her

sorry TT

but she forgive me and she understand it ♡

she know i was unhappy although i tried to cover it with a big big smile :D

48 por --

she is still dreaming about her nichkun and me also dreaming my taecyeon

we both are addicted to them ♡

lois, lets we dream more and more about them

58 por--

you are become more mature and mature

but if you feel hard

just tell us

we all are beside you :)

support jessica

ee chuen--

he's still the same

sometimes think too much

sometimes emo

sometimes he choose to be silent

sometimes he need a person to be beside him

to listen , to feel him

chuen, maybe i don't have the qualification to give you advise

but i still hope u dont feel your self is alone

we are support you silently

:) cheers

i like when you smile and 38 !!

darren--

you are become more childish than before

because of your girlssssss ??

make you so happy and 38

nothing much about you

hope you can 38 eveytime

dont become the second mr.lim :)))

thats all for today

thx you :D

# wishing you all have a sweet sweet valentines day# ♡

story for secondary school --part 1

最近

好多人都在讨论‘‘那些年‘’

也让我想起以前。。。那些年。。。

第一年--懵懵懂懂的进了振华中学

什么东西也不懂

头发也剪到超短

规规矩矩

也认识到她

--赖佳宜（名字好像沈佳宜）
从小学就读同一个学校

三年级开始

很38
一直被两个男生欺负

ngan sook seng & loo zen loong
好笑的是

他们个别都喜欢我们

一大清早 其他人还在梦中

我们四个就在场地跑来跑去

想起来 还蛮幼稚的

把白粉放在我们椅子上

浆糊也放在椅子上

书钉。。水。。一大堆的

暗恋是这样的吗？ 欺负她。。作弄她。。

之后的事 也没什么记得了

只记得和阿赖很38

一直玩 一直笑

最后一天读书还闯了大祸

哈哈 玩水 ！！

中二 阿赖进了第2班。。我进了第3班

我们分开了 TT.TT

Movie Time

Watched a movie
''You are the apple of my eye''

NICE
it make peoples touching and touching again

is a sad ending

i don't feel like that

make me sad

cried

from cinema -- washroom--lrt station--college

shame weh

haha

enjoy this movie

watch it again on thursday

wow

hope won't cry again

malulah

time to sleep

going to petrol science tomorrow

enjoy !!!

good luck

Single Life

It was a tiring Saturday
went to Cheras Badminton Court

for wushu competition
sorry, im not interest with that
fall asleep there

i saw him

he saw me too

but he look like angry me

sorry

knew many things that i don't know

ya

its shock!!

may be happy

may be sad

haha

presentation tomorrow

what can i do?

panic~~~

fear~~~

hope everything will be ok tomorrow

god bless me

uncle...please bless me too

i love you

i miss you

feel like long time didn't chat with lao gong already

miss her so much

good luck for her

CHIA EE

A good news for me and for everyone!!!

i get back my single life

i enjoy with it

FREEDOM

do what i like

buy what i love

its syok?? right?

i can spend more time for my studies and family

i have learn so many from the last relationship

i won't fall in love easily

i feel that

im strong to face these things

is 1.16pm now

go and have my lunch

bye ~~

^.=

t bowl diary

Guys
i am sick
T.T
suffer and suffer

Sick Face

Today 22/8/2011

we went to t bowl restaurant

jessica, lois, ee chuen, tiong, darren, jessic, me

the food was nice but not in service

here some pic of the day

my puding & jasmine tea

my lunch meal

our drinks
cute cups

for more pictures ,please refer to https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2176396662640.117376.1628567554

of cause we celebrate birthday for ee chuen and tiong tiong

they are so cute when they blowing their ''candle''

i love the time with my friends

there was no stress

we laugh together

joke together

lepak together

cacat together

and we LOVE each other !!!

thx to you all

!!